So i'm not imagining it!

I got my blood test results today.

I had blood taken at 13DPO (thursday) and the doctor says it's consistant with just over 4 weeks pregnant! She didn't give me the actual number (never does) but the fact it was over 4 weeks and i'm only just 4 weeks today has got to be a good sign right?

Feeling a bit better

I've gotten though another day still pregnant so i'm feeling somewhat better.

I woke up with a fuzzy head and blocked sinuses which i alwas get in pregnancy, so another symptom, yay!

I think i just need to do something everyday to get my mind off everything. Today we're going out, not sure where but i hope it helps.

Panicing

Told you i would be back! haha.

I've been having a panic attack for the last 20 minutes.

I just can't get it out of my head that something will go wrong with this pregnancy.

Not that i have a reason to feel this way other than the previous miscarriages but i can't help it.

Sometimes i wish you couldn't find out you're pregnant until like 8 weeks!

#3 on the way!

Well after 11 months TTC i got a BFP on Tuesday at 11DPO! I'm 14DPO now and still getting a BFP, so i suppose that's a good sign.

I'm nervous as hell though. After 4 miscarriages i don't think i can trust myself to know if that will be it or not. My boobs hurt like crazy though, so that's something!

I just need somewhere to write all this down. Not only to get me through it but also if something does go wrong i'll need support.

Anyway, goodness knows i will be back here at least once a day, probably multiple times a day to help me through these few precious weeks.