Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Worried about bub

For the last couple of days i've been really worried about bub. Maybe cause my morning sickness has pretty much gone and i can't feel movement yet but i keep thinking, what if something has gone wrong and i don't know about it? I'm not having a 12 week scan so if something had happened, i won't know.

So i decided to get my doppler out and have a check for the heartbeat. But i've lost the charger for it so now i cant use it. Jacob is going to try and buy another one somewhere. But i just keep thinking now that something is wrong and i'm none the wiser.

I thought about getting the 12 week scan to check on things but i really don't want to because that's not what it's for and i don't wanna know about the NT results. If something was to show up we wouldn't terminate anyway so i dont see the point and if something was wrong well i would rather know when bub was born rather then dwell on it for the next 6 months.

I just wish i could feel some movement or something.

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