Nervous

Well my scan is in 2 days and i'm nervous as hell! I have to go in by myself cause Jacob will be looking after the kids. He's coming with me but will be in the waiting room. I'll be all by myself. What if something is wrong or the baby has died? I'm so scared...

On a lighter note, i had a fab dream last night. I gave birth to bub, in water. I felt so elated and happy. It's one of the best dreams i've had. I think i will keep this dream in mind when i go for the scan.