I really wish i had a time machine so that i could fast forward to 12 weeks pregnant. I'm just so sick of feeling anxious all of the time. I'm so anxious that i can't eat, i can't sleep, therefore i can't function properly during the day.
I really need help but i don't want to ask for it. I don't want to have to go back on my medication no matter how much they say it is safe. Plus i will just be this happy happy person for the whole remaining 8 months and it wont be me, it wont be my true feelings and i wont know when i truely am happy or not.
It's just so hard...
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